(Clearwisdom.net) I always had the notion that I was not good at expressing myself. Thus, I felt reluctant to directly clarify the truth of Falun Gong to people face-to-face. My nephew was going to get married, which I considered an excellent opportunity to clarify the truth and persuade people to renounce the Communist Party and its affiliated organizations. About 12 days prior to the marriage ceremony, I studied the Fa more and sent forth righteous thought frequently. I read "Minghui Weekly" and learned of practitioners face-to-face truth-clarification experiences.
On my nephews wedding day, I did not have the notion that I was not good at truth-clarification. Dafa disciples have the responsibility to provide salvation to people. As long as I realize my responsibility and believe in Master and the Fa, I will be good at everything. Master has already arranged everything. When I was eager to clarify the truth, Master was always beside me and helped me. I spent most of the time trying to persuade people to renounce the Communist Party. Prior to talking with anyone, I sent forth righteous thoughts and said to myself, "Master, please help me." I only had to say a few words to a friend, and he or she would renounce the Party. A total of 27 people quit the Party. I also gave out several Dafa amulets. I really realized the role of righteous thoughts. Master is taking care of every practitioner with his immense mercy. It is Master who saves people as long as we have righteous thoughts, the heart to save people, and righteous belief in Master and the Fa.
The truth-clarification I used to do was delivering truth-clarifying materials and the "Nine Commentaries on Communist Party." Most of time, I did it at night. In the beginning, other practitioners took me out. They distributed the materials while I just sent forth righteous thoughts. Later on, we distributed the materials together. The inner fear, however, always blocked me. I realized that practitioners should save people. The fear was not from me. So before distributing the materials, I sent forth righteous thoughts at home many times. Sometimes, the images of police, police cars, and my arrest came to my mind. I knew that these were reflections of the bad elements and interferences from the old forces, the Communist evil spirit, and wretched demons. So I thought, "I will walk the road arranged by Master. I will do the most righteous things in the universe. Nothing can interfere with me."
I have developed the habit of sending forth righteous thought every minute no matter if I am doing housework, walking, taking a taxi, or passing by some people. Although I do not clarify the truth to each person, my righteous thoughts will definitely eliminate the factors hindering his or her salvation. I also send forth righteous thoughts when I am distributing truth-clarifying materials. "All the materials are for predestined people. No single flyer can be damaged. The evil will not see it." I have succeeded most times. If there was any interference when I had an impure mentality, I looked inward and rectified myself.
In the beginning, I always looked back when I distributed truth-clarifying materials with a practitioner. The fellow practitioner asked me, "Did you lose something?" I answered, "No." He said, "Did you steal something?" "No." "Why do you always look back?" "I am afraid of being followed." The practitioner said, "How come the fear?" I knew the meaning of the practitioners answer and then recited Masters poem,
"Should you have fear,
it will seize upon you
If thoughts are righteous,
evil will collapse
The cultivators mind is loaded with Fa.
Send righteous thoughts,
and rotten demons explode
Gods walk the earth, validating the Fa" ("Whats to Fear?" in "Hong Yin" II, translation version A)
The practitioner smiled, "We are Dafa disciples. We are doing the most righteous thing in the universe. It is the evil that is afraid of this."